Cathartic Cloud

I gotta let you know
What you mean to me
When I’m sleeping
I see you in my dreams with me
Wish i could touch your face
Or just hold your hand .

If it’s part of God’s plan
Maybe we can meet again .

2 in the morning
Had us running down
The block like a track team
When you burnt the house
And my mother was in it
How could i forget it?
The pain is infinite
She’s my queen
And i ain’t even British
She’s the only reason
That i went to school
And i finished
She told me that i had talent
Got on her knees
And prayed for me when i started
Being violent
She saw something in me that
Till this day i dont know
If i can be that
But imma die trying
And when I’m done crying
Grab the iron and black out
Like I’m retiring
Nightmares of you
Killing my mother
The reason that i sleep
With my head under the covers
And they should have
Thrown a book at you
Coz i hate you so much
That it burns when i look at you ..

I’ve always thought i knew what it was to have my heartbroken. Until now.

"If you suffer it is because of you, if you feel blissful it is because of you. Nobody else is responsible - only you and you alone. You are your hell and your heaven too." - OSHO (via seedsofwisdom)
swiftbeat:

(by indiamae)
*unbaes you*

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